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The Flashlight in the Darkness

March 23, 2026

5th Sunday of Lent
By Deacon Dick Kostner

We have all heard the story told in today’s gospel where Jesus raises Lazarus up from the dead after he has been dead for days. Today I would like to comment on the fact that Jesus cried after Mary calls him out for not coming to heal him when he knew he was very ill. I believe we need to focus on the fact that Jesus was struggling with his upcoming time to die and how his followers would react to his death. Jesus spent his entire life teaching the people that if they believed in him and followed his teachings that death would not be permanent. His followers watched him doing many miracles including healing people who were dying. But here he was with his close friends who knew him and believed in him crying because they felt he abandoned them in their time of need causing one of their family to die. I believe Jesus cried because Mary and family failed to trust in him on what he had been teaching his whole life. That he is married and committed to his Church which has assumed the responsibility of being his representative human body for people to go for spiritual help and support during our earthly existence until the end of time. This would be proved out by his resurrection from death on Easter Sunday. Death would not end but rather would only be a temporary state of the body sleeping, until the end of time where body and soul would once again be reunited and joined in heaven with Jesus.

During our earthly life we will experience many dark days where we will be confused and seek need to see and be consoled by the Light of Christ. Jesus, when he ascended into heaven, left us a gift of light. His very Holy Spirit which I have previously referred to as being a flashlight given as a gift to all his baptized followers. This light source is powered by and through the Sacraments he gifted his followers and through his bride the Church, his very human body representative. This representative is given the power to work miracles when we are confused and experiencing times of darkness. This representative has skin on, and will provide to those in need, a hug and wisdom to help us charge our flashlight so that we may once again gain safe travel during dangerous dark days.

Our Parish has these last couple of months experienced death of some of our parish elder disciples of Jesus who had always shown us the face of Christ when we were experiencing darkness. Yes there were some tears but there was also many smiles coming from their family when their flashlights were being charged by St. Paul’s and St. John’s representatives of Christ hugs and prayers. I don’t think that Jesus had to shed a tear over these people, but rather gave them a smile and a thumbs up for being present for those people he so loved, and doing their job of being the Light of Christ during times of darkness.

We are about to begin the holiest days of our faith. It is during these days that we are asked to check our flashlights to be sure they are fully charged to handle the dark days that will discharge our batteries when we are called to help ourselves and the people we are called to help during their dark days. There will always be illness; family struggles of addiction, divorces, mental illness, death, and struggles making ends meet. All of these will require our looking for help from others in recharging a tired flashlight so that we can see the Light of Christ and our future. It is through prayer and the Church that we will gain access to Jesus who will lighten up our dark days.

It is this time of year that I feel privileged as a deacon, to be able to share the Light of Christ with my brothers and sisters of faith at the Easter Vigil. It is in the total darkness that I will share Christ’s Light to help our parishioners discharge the darkness they will encounter the next year by getting their “flashlights” charged. It begins when the Easter candle is lit at the back of a dark church from a fire. From this candle, candles held by all the parishioners are lit by servers and the parishioners who share their light with their neighbor while the deacon proclaims the “Light of Christ” as he advances to the front of the Church. Soon we see the darkness overcome by the Body of Christ candles until darkness no longer exists and the scripture readings begin with the Easter Candle proclaiming for all to see and proclaim, “The darkness of death is over for ‘He has risen.‘” I wish to leave you with something to ponder for this upcoming Easter Sunday.

WHY WE NEED JESUS BY THE “COUNTRY DISCIPLE”
He is Love, Peace, Joy and fullness of life that we were created to need. It’s the most loving thing that we could possibly do because He’s the only one who can meet those core human needs.

Wishing all of you a light filled and blessed Easter Experience!

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He Loves Us Through Trials

March 22, 2026

5th Sunday of Lent
By Fr. Victor Feltes

The sisters of Lazarus sent word to Jesus that their brother was gravely sick, saying, “Master, the one you love is ill.” It appears that Jesus already knew what would happen and what he was going to do; a path probably not what Lazarus, Martha, or Mary would have chosen for themselves from the outset, but Jesus had a plan. Today’s Gospel contains this curious pairing of lines: “Now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus. So when he heard that he was ill, he remained for two days in the place where he was.” It says Jesus knowingly remained where he was until Lazarus had died because he loved them. And then Jesus says, “Let us go back to Judea… Our friend Lazarus is asleep, but I am going to awaken him.” And when the disciples misunderstand what he means, Jesus makes it absolutely clear: “Lazarus has died. And I am glad for you that I was not there, that you may believe. Let us go to him.”

When Jesus reaches Bethany, he encounters Martha and then Mary, and both sisters say, “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died.” They both love Jesus but likely wonder in their minds and hearts why he did not prevent this evil from occurring. Perhaps they had heard the stories of Jesus even healing people at a distance, so why didn’t he save their brother, his friend? “When Jesus saw [Lazarus’ sister] weeping and the Jews who had come with her weeping, he became perturbed and deeply troubled… And Jesus wept.” So the Judeans said, “See how he loved him.” But some of them remarked, “‘Could not the one who opened the eyes of the blind man have done something so that this man would not have died?’ So Jesus, perturbed again, came to the tomb.”

This Gospel speaks three times of Jesus’ love for his friends at Bethany: The sisters’ message to Jesus was, “Master, the one you love is ill.” St. John the narrator tells us, “Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus.” And some of those who saw Jesus weep said, “See how he loved him.” But amidst these lines witnessing to his love there are three times people then seem to wonder why his love did not protect his friends from undergoing this evil: Martha laments, “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died.” Mary laments, “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died.” And then some of the fellow mourners say, “Could not the one who opened the eyes of the blind man have done something so that this man would not have died?”

Why did Jesus become perturbed, deeply troubled, and weep? I don’t think it was merely from mourning for his friend—whom he knew would be alive and well again in less than an hour or two. Jesus saw the pain and scandal caused by evils like death. He sensed peoples’ questions concerning his love and care for others. So Jesus came to the tomb. Jesus ordered the stone be removed, prayed to God the Father in their hearing, commanded Lazarus to exit the tomb, and revealed he had resurrected his friend. And “many of the Jews who had come…and seen what he had done began to believe in him.”

Why had Jesus done all this? Partly, it was to instill saving faith in him, so that they may believe that the Father sent him. It was also for God’s glory, for when the news of Lazarus’ illness first reached Jesus he said, “This illness is not to end in death, but is for the glory of God, that the Son of God may be glorified through it.” But this trial was also for his friends’ greater good, for as St. Paul wrote, “We know that in everything, God works for good for those who love him.”

Divine providence often takes us down paths we would not have chosen for ourselves. The Lord, all-knowing and all-powerful, permits trials in our lives far more challenging than we prefer to crown us with a glory far greater than we can imagine. As St. Augustine wrote: “God would never allow any evil if he could not cause good to emerge from it.” And as we will recall in the Holy Week fast approaching, Jesus cares so much for us that he underwent the evils of his Passion, Crucifixion, and death for our salvation and glory. Jesus loved his friends Saints Martha, Mary, and Lazarus, and though we may suffer, he loves us as well. Look at Jesus Christ on his Cross and see how he loves us.

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Lessons in Christian Witness

March 15, 2026

4th Sunday of Lent
By Fr. Victor Feltes

The virtuous behavior of a man at the center of today’s Gospel presents us with valuable lessons as Christians. “As Jesus passed by, he saw a man blind from birth.” This describes close proximity, so this man likely overhead Jesus tell his disciples “neither [this man] nor his parents sinned” to make him blind. Jesus said that he had been blind “so that the works of God might be made visible through him.” This must have inspired some hope in that blind man—to hear a rabbi teach that God loved him and desired to do great things through him. Other people only saw a blind beggar, but the Lord looked into his heart.

Jesus then “spat on the ground… made clay with the saliva… and smeared the clay on his eyes”—in the Greek, Jesus ‘anointed’ him—and told the man to “go wash in the Pool of Siloam.” Should he have walked where Jesus sent him? Why not go? What did he have to lose? And he had much to gain. “So he went and washed, and came back able to see.” Anointed and washed, he began a new life.

At first, some doubted it was really the same man but he acknowledged, “I am.” When asked “how were your eyes opened,” he simply told his story: “The man called Jesus made clay and anointed my eyes and told me, ‘Go to Siloam and wash.’ So I went there and washed and was able to see.” And when they asked him where Jesus was, he answered honestly: “I don’t know.”

Then they brought the healed man to the Pharisees, some of whom already disliked Jesus and objected to him healing on the day of rest, saying, “This man is not from God because he does not keep the Sabbath!” The healed man listened while others countered with the argument, “How can a sinful man do such signs?” Then they asked for the healed man’s opinion: “What do you have to say about him, since he opened your eyes?” And he shared his own reasonable conclusion: “He is a prophet.”

But some of Jesus’ enemies did not wish the man’s story to be true so they interrogated his parents. His parents confirmed the healed man indeed had been born blind so the Pharisees turn their pressure back onto him. “Give God the praise! We know that this man is a sinner.” But the healed man was honest and refused to denounce Jesus or retract his story: “If he is a sinner, I do not know. One thing I do know is that I was blind and now I see.”

They went back and forth, exchanging jibes, with the man born blind highlighting the Pharisees’ willful blindness. They don’t believe because they don’t want it to be true. The man points out “It is unheard of that anyone ever opened the eyes of a person born blind. If this man were not from God, he would not be able to do anything.” But rather than addressing this sound argument, Jesus’ enemies attack the messenger. “You were born totally in sin and are you trying to teach us?” and they threw him out.

When Jesus heard that they had thrown him out, Jesus found him and asked him, “Do you believe in the Son of Man?” Convinced that Jesus is a prophet, the healed man asks, “Who is he, sir, that I may believe in him?” Jesus answers, “You have seen him; the one speaking with you is he.” And the man proclaims, “I do believe, Lord,” and worships him.

So what valuable lessons can this healed man teach us as Christians? Each of us is like that man born blind because he could not save himself and neither can we. All of us need Jesus Christ to help us. We hear Jesus teach that God loves us and that God desires to do great things through us, and we should let this give us hope. The Lord is with us, he sees us and he is for us, so we should not despair.

Jesus told the blind man to ‘go wash in the pool’ and he went. When Jesus instructs us, we ought to walk wherever he sends us. Will we be obedient—to come or go or change as Christ commands, or will we stay seated on our stubborn keisters? Why not go? What do we he have to lose? And we have much to gain.

Jesus, through his sacraments anoints and washes us and makes us new. Sometimes the positive transformation in Christ is so profound that adults are almost unrecognizable in good ways after. If people ever ask you what makes you different, why you believe, or what difference your Catholic Christian faith makes in your life, simply answer honestly like today’s healed man and tell them your story.

When people ask you faith or religion questions, you don’t need to know every answer immediately. You can say, “I don’t know.” Good answers exist, even if you don’t always have them ready at hand. Keep your eyes and ears open and you will gains insights like the healed man did.

It is quite reasonable for us to look around and believe Jesus Christ was sent from God. Proof for God, for Jesus Christ, and for their Church take many forms. There’s evidence in reason, science, miracles, mystical experience, and more. Yet many people don’t believe because they wish for it not to be true. They might pressure you, ridicule you, and exclude you, but remain honest like the healed man and never retract your Christian testimony.

Learn from and follow the example of the man born blind, and you will see your reward: the vision, friendship, and blessings of Jesus Christ and his saints.

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The Thirsty Fountain

March 7, 2026

3rd Sunday of Lent
By Fr. Victor Feltes

When the Samaritan woman in John’s Gospel meets Jesus at the well, he says to her, “Give me a drink.” She replies with surprise that he, a Jew, would ask her, a Samaritan woman, for a drink (since Jews used nothing in common with Samaritans). And then Jesus says to her, “If you knew the gift of God and who is saying to you, ‘Give me a drink,’ you would have asked him and he would have given you living water.” So Jesus thirsts, and yet at the same time he says he has water to offer her. Jesus in his human nature experienced natural thirst for natural drink, noting “everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again.” But Jesus adds “the water I shall give… will become in [a person] a spring of water welling up to eternal life.” Later in John’s Gospel, in Jerusalem during a Jewish feast, Jesus stands up and exclaims, “Let anyone who thirsts come to me and drink.” But then, on Good Friday as he hangs upon his Cross, Jesus says, “I thirst.” And when he died and was pierced in the side, “immediately blood and water flowed out.” Thus, Jesus may be called the “Thirsty Fountain.”

St. Teresa of Calcutta, foundress of the Missionaries of Charity, had Jesus’ words “I Thirst” placed beside the crucifix inside of every one of their chapels. Psalm 22 prophesied about Christ’s sufferings when it said, “As dry as a potsherd is my throat; my tongue cleaves to my palate… They have pierced my hands and my feet.” But Mother Teresa recognized that when Jesus said “I Thirst” on the Cross, he spoke of something more profound than merely his physical dehydration. As Jesus pours himself out for us, he thirsts to love us and to be loved by us. In a letter to her religious community in March of 1993, Mother Teresa wrote: “‘I thirst’ is something much deeper than Jesus just saying ‘I love you.’ Until you know deep inside that Jesus thirsts for you – you can’t begin to know who He wants to be for you. Or who He wants you to be for Him.” And such reflections did not only originate with Mother Teresa. For instance, St. Gregory Nazianzen wrote in the 4th century, “God is thirsting to be my thirst.”

The Samaritan woman at the wall balked at Jesus’ first words to her (“Give me a drink”) for she thought, ‘How could a Jew want anything from me?’ We, likewise, might resist the idea that God would want us. He is infinite while we are finite. He is perfect while we are flawed. How could God, complete and happy in himself, ever desire us? It is not from any necessity or lack within God. It was not necessary for God create us. And God was not morally obliged to redeem us from sin and death. But “God is love,” and we see that Infinite Divine Love likes to overflow for others. St. Paul wrote to the Romans that “God proves his love for us in that while we were still sinners Christ died for us.”

Other people may resist the idea of Christ thirsting for their souls, not due to philosophical or theological objections, but because they find the idea hard to personally connect with, as happens with other inspired Christian metaphors. For instance, the Church is Christ the Bridegroom’s the beloved Bride whom he cherishes and protects that she might be holy and beautiful. That imagery may feel more relatable to women than men. At the same time, men may more readily relate to the call for all Christians to be priests, prophets, and kings in Christ; sanctifying, teaching, servant-leading as other Christs. If Jesus longing for your soul feels too romantic in connotation, remember how our Lord eagerly longs to lead heroes and heroines. The saints are his friends who are willing to sacrifice in his service. “Only with difficulty does one die for a just person, though perhaps for a good person one might even find courage to die.” Jesus longs for souls who, with the courage and grace he outpours, are willing to lay down their lives for him as he laid down his life for us.

In conclusion, increase your thirst for Christ who thirsts for you, and drink deeply of the peace, virtue, wisdom, and love which flow out from him. You will never exhaust that Divine Fountain.

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A Communal Vision

March 3, 2026

2nd Sunday of Lent
By Fr. Victor Feltes

In an old church joke, one bewildered parishioner remarks, “I don’t know why people say our parish is unwelcoming. Every time I go to Sunday Mass, I say ‘Hello’ to everyone I know!” American Catholics in our day are not great at growing community. Strangers can attend a Catholic Mass, leave without meeting anyone, and go away feeling unwelcome. And sometimes Catholics stop attending Sunday Mass and no one reaches out to them about them being gone. Now it is true that you and I are to supposed come to Sunday Mass first and foremost for God. And if I neglect God’s command to worship at Sunday Mass the fault is first and foremost mine. But look at how much the Transfiguration in today Gospel was a communal, interpersonal experience.

Jesus leads Peter, James, and John up Mount Tabor. There he is transfigured before them, allowing them to glimpse his glory which was always there but veiled. Then they see the prophets Moses and Elijah conversing with Jesus. And then they hear God the Father speak: “This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased; listen to him.” Hypothetically, instead of all three disciples, the Lord had the option of giving just one of them a vision. Peter would go on to have a solo vision upon a rooftop in the Book of Acts, and John receives solo visions for the Book of Revelation. But our Lord chooses Peter, James, and John to experience this vision together.

And what do they behold? Not a miracle manipulating the sun or stars. Not some abstraction words could not describe. They saw a person, their friend Jesus, in a new way. And Jesus was not revealed alone. The Old Covenant heroes, Moses and Elijah, speak with Jesus. Luke’s Gospel records that they spoke with Jesus about “his exodus that he was going to accomplish in Jerusalem.” Even before their redemption, these Old Testament saints appear glorious, and seem to know who Jesus is and aspects of his mission. The Communion of Saints in glory is not cut off from us on earth.

And then they all were visited by a further manifestation of God. A paradoxically bright cloud overshadows them (perhaps a manifestation of the Holy Spirit). And then from amidst that cloud they hear the voice of God the Father. The Transfiguration is a communal, interpersonal experience because Jesus wills his disciples to enter into deeper relationship with the Trinity, with himself, with his saints, and with each other together.

James and John were siblings. Peter was previously their partner and coworker in the fishing business. All three men were from Capernaum and knew each other well as friends. Those whom Jesus chose to be his twelve apostles were not always total strangers. Jesus utilized the existing relationships—of siblings, coworkers, neighbors, and friends—to draw people to himself and help them grow in Christian devotion together. Jesus would do the same with us.

Our Catholic Faith is like a gold coin entrusted to us by our Lord. Will we continue to bury it in a napkin, afraid of making any outgoing effort to evangelize? Or will we invest this coin into others for a God-pleasing return? Imagine the joy of bringing another soul to Jesus Christ and his Church. Invite other people to our worship. They might be interested in attending Holy Mass or Adoration, but you won’t know unless you ask. When you see new folks at Mass, say “hello” to them in our vestibule. And when you haven’t seen someone for a while at Mass, let them know they’re missed. Invite people to our groups and events; they’re fun organizations and accomplish good work; Keep an eye on the bulletin for opportunities or ask someone how to get involved. Join and invite friends to share in these fruitful fellowships.

Our mission, yours and mine, is the Great Commission. And that mission is relational. Jesus says, “Go and make disciples of all nations…” He is God the Father’s beloved Son, with whom the Father is well pleased. Please listen to him, so that more people you know may experience the priceless blessings you enjoy in Jesus Christ and his Church.

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Let His Will Be Done

February 21, 2026

1st Sunday of Lent
By Fr. Victor Feltes

When people in Confession confess failing to trust God, I note that humanity has struggled with this since the beginning. In the Garden of Eden, the demonic serpent suggested that Adam and Eve shouldn’t trust God. The Lord God had warned and forbidden them from eating from one particular tree, but they saw that “the tree was good for food, pleasing to the eyes, and desirable for gaining wisdom.” The woman and man thought they had a better plan than God, so they grasped at and ate the fruit from that tree. Great evils and painful regrets followed. St. Paul writes how “through one man sin entered the world, and through sin, death.” Yet “just as through the disobedience of the [first Adam] the many were made sinners, so through the obedience of the [new Adam] the many will be made righteous.” Because of the Fall in the Garden, Jesus Christ endures the devil’s temptations in a desert.

Satan hopes to divert the Messiah away from God’s plan to another path. Jesus was very hungry, so the devil said, “If you are the Son of God, command that these stones become loaves of bread.” But the miracles of bread the Father wished Jesus to perform were not just for himself or for an earthly life of ease. Jesus refuses to turn stones into food, but he would go on to change bread into his Flesh for the eternal life of the world. Then the devil took Jesus to Jerusalem, tempting him to choose a trial at the temple free of suffering and death, saying, “If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down, (for God will protect you).” But human redemption would not come without Christ’s Sacrifice. Finally, the devil took Jesus to a mountain top and showed him the world’s magnificent kingdoms, promising, “All these I shall give to you, if you will prostrate yourself and worship me.” But Jesus absolutely rebukes him and rejects his invitation to compromise with evil. Jesus Christ would inaugurate his reign as King of the Universe upon the throne of the Cross.

Jesus achieves God’s purposes for his life and enters into his glory because he entrusts himself to the will of his Heavenly Father. At the beginning of this Lenten season, consider where you cling to your own ways, grasping at hoped-for happiness, against the will of God who wishes for your greatest good and happiness. If you don’t know already where you are resisting God, with your time, your money, your pleasures, your relationships, or your devotions, the Holy Spirit can show you, if you let him. You do not have to change your ways all by yourself, for Jesus Christ is near at hand to help you, but he waits for your permission. The first woman and man thought they had a better plan than God, and were left filled with regrets. Let our Lord accompany and strengthen you against temptation, so that you may share in his triumphant glory.

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Snowball Effects

February 15, 2026

6th Sunday of Ordinary Time
By Fr. Victor Feltes

Once upon a time, a man lived in a cabin on a snowy mountain slope. He liked to go hiking and would climb up to the peak every week. He would rest on the mountain top and take in the sights. He also liked to make snowballs and toss them down the slope, watching them grow bigger and bigger as they rolled. But upon returning to his cabin he would always find it buried in snow and say to himself: “Oh my, golly gee, why does this keep happening to me?” Time and again, he had to shovel out his front door and windows, and though the sun helped melt the snow, it was still a lot of work. And he realized if this pattern continued, his house might be destroyed. So he brought his problem to prayer and the Lord gave him insight.

“Your snowballs are causing the avalanches.”

— “Lord, does this mean that I have to live someplace else?”

“No.”

— “Does this mean I have to stop climbing the mountain?”

“Not necessarily. Just stop tossing snowballs down the slopes.”

— “Okay Lord, but I worry that if I go up there I won’t be able to resist the temptation.”

“Then perhaps go hiking elsewhere.”

This story is a parable about us and our sins. When people lament to me in Confession about repeatedly confessing the same sins, I encourage them: “Thank goodness it’s not random sins every time — the sin of gossip one week and then arson the next — that would be hopeless!” For better or worse, we are creatures of habit. The good thing about this is that we can examine ourselves, understand our patterns of sin, and act to change our sinful habits. And Jesus tells us that turning away from sin is extremely important:

“If your right eye causes you to sin, tear it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one of your members than to have your whole body thrown into Gehenna. And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one of your members than to have your whole body go into Gehenna.”

But does Jesus really want for us to gouge out our eyes and cut off our hands? If your eye really were the cause of your sin, you should pluck it out; but your eye is not really the cause of your sin, any more than the mountain hiker’s cabin was causing the avalanche problem. Yet if sin is so gravely serious that Jesus teaches that (in theory) even body parts should be sacrificed to avoid it, how much more should lesser things which cause us to sin be discarded and left behind?

The season of Lent begins this Wednesday. What are your sins and what patterns do you see in them? In what ways do you toss snowballs down your mountain? Let your answers guide your goals with our Lord this Lent.

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The Light of Christ

January 24, 2026

3rd Sunday in Ordinary Time
By Fr. Victor Feltes

Easter Vigil is the greatest Mass in the Church year. Not only is it the first celebration of Christ’s Resurrection, that night we typically also welcome new folks into Christ’s Catholic Church. If you have never attended an Easter Vigil, I eagerly invite you to experience its beauty at least once. My favorite liturgical moment in the entire year is probably the beginning of the Easter Vigil.

The Easter Candle is blessed and lit from the blessed Easter Fire outside and then carried into the darkened church. The deacon holds that candle in the doorway and chants “The Light of Christ.” The people reply, “Thanks be to God,” and then the priest lights his small candle from the Easter Candle. The procession continues to the center of the church and the proclamation is chanted again (“The Light of Christ” … “Thanks be to God”) then the altar servers light their candles with the Easter Candle’s light. Those servers then light the candles of the congregants, who then light the candles of their neighbors, and so on, until everyone’s candles are lit. The proclamation is chanted for a third time, before the altar, the people respond, and then the Easter Candle is placed in its holder beside the ambo and all the lights in the church are turned on. That night begins in darkness. But then the light of Christ, the light of our Faith, enters in. Our light comes from his light, and we help one another’s candles to be lit.

In today’s first reading, we hear Isaiah foretell a prophesy about the region of Galilee in Northern Israel: “The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; upon those who dwelt in the land of gloom a light has shone. You have brought them abundant joy and great rejoicing….” Today’s Gospel affirms that Jesus fulfills that prophesy: “When Jesus heard that John had been arrested, he withdrew to Galilee. He left Nazareth and went to live in Capernaum by the sea… that what had been said through Isaiah the prophet might be fulfilled. …And from that time on, Jesus began to preach and say, ‘Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand!’” Next we see Jesus calling others to follow him. He invites the fishermen Simon and Andrew, James, and John, “Come after me, and I will make you fishers of men.” They were called to remain close to Jesus, to learn from him, love him, and serve him, and to draw others to Christ and help those people remain in Christ. That is our calling too. To be lit by his light and help in lighting others.

How can you remain close and aflame with Christ? First, Jesus gives us his Sacraments. Faithfully, consistently, commune with him through his Holy Eucharist. And reconcile with him (as needed) through his Sacrament of Penance. Next, learn from Jesus. Listen to him speak through his Inspired Scriptures, the Bible. Listen to him speak through his Holy Church, particularly in the Catechism and (in another sense) through the writings of his saints. Also, spend time with Jesus in prayer. Pray with others (your spouse, your kids, your friends) but also pray alone, here at church and at home, not only speaking but also devoting time to let him speak. And unite with Jesus through Christian service, not only for your household but for our spiritual family, the Church. In these and other ways, you can stay brightly lit by Jesus Christ’s light and help to share his precious light with others.

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Momentous Memories

January 18, 2026

2nd Sunday in Ordinary Time
By Fr. Victor Feltes

In this Sunday’s Gospel, St. John the Baptist remembers the experience that revealed Jesus Christ to him. John declares, “The one who sent me to baptize with water told me, ‘On whomever you see the Spirit come down and remain, he is the one who will baptize with the Holy Spirit.’ … The reason why I came baptizing with water was that he might be made known to Israel.” John recounts how after baptizing Jesus in the Jordan River, “I saw the Spirit come down like a dove from heaven and remain upon him. … Now I have seen and testified that he is the Son of God.”

John the Baptist was Jesus’ relative and their parents (at least Mary, Elizabeth and Zachariah) had known each other. And in last Sunday’s Gospel reading, John at first refused to baptize Jesus, saying, “I need to be baptized by you, and yet you are coming to me?” Yet John remarks twice in today’s Gospel, “I did not know him.” In what sense did John not know Jesus? Perhaps, since they had lived separate lives for many years, John did not recognize him about whom his parents had presumably spoken until Jesus introduced himself. Or perhaps, as St. Augustine suggests, John knew certain things about Jesus but not others—specifically, that Jesus was the one who would baptize with the Holy Spirit, whom it was John’s mission to reveal.

The other three Gospel accounts of Jesus’ baptism likewise note the Holy Spirit’s descent in the likeness of a dove, but they also mention how the voice of God the Father was heard speaking from heaven while John does not. Mark and Luke record those words from heaven as “You are my beloved Son; with you I am well pleased,” while Matthew records the words slightly differently: “This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased.” Maybe these are just equivalent expressions, since either statement implies the other. Or, maybe Jesus heard the proclamation one way while those nearby heard it differently, like later at Pentecost when those in the crowd heard a simultaneous proclamation in different languages.

But why doesn’t John’s Gospel include the voice of God the Father speaking at Jesus’ baptism? Maybe the author reasoned that that detail was already sufficiently established by each of the earlier Gospels. (For instance, John’s Gospel does not include Jesus saying “this is my Body” at the Last Supper like Matthew, Mark, and Luke; but John does share the Bread of Life Discourse, in which Jesus says the Bread he will give for us to eat is really his flesh.) Or maybe the author of John’s Gospel did not want to invite any misunderstanding about when God the Father spoke the Eternal Word, his Son. The Sonship of Jesus did not begin on the day of his baptism (as some “adoptionist” heresies claimed); he is eternally begotten.

Yet however much John knew before Jesus’ baptism or whatever words he heard from heaven, after beholding the Holy Spirit come down and land upon Jesus, John the Baptism knew that Jesus Christ was the one whom he was sent to proclaim and make known. That core experience of St. John the Baptist was a powerful support for him in times of hardship thereafter. When he sat in Herod’s dungeon and faced a martyr’s death, remembering what he himself had seen and learned strengthened him through his trials. The same can be said of St. Paul the Apostle. His encounter with Christ on the road to Damascus changed the course of his life forever. Even as Paul suffered emotional burdens and physical deprivations, beatings, stonings, shipwrecks, and imprisonments, he could return to that momentous memory and be renewed to joyfully endure in his God-entrusted mission.

What have been your core experiences of the Lord our God? How has he reveal to you his goodness, love, and power? Those personal experiences remain real and true and they’re memories for you to revisit for your inspiration, consolation, and strength—and you should. If you cannot recall any such occasions in your life, I invite you to pray to Jesus Christ, St. John the Baptist, and St. Paul the Apostle to be gifted these precious and powerful experiences, for whoever asks receives; and whoever seeks, finds; and for whomever knocks, the door will be opened.

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A River of Life

January 12, 2026

Baptism of the Lord
By Fr. Victor Feltes

When you think of the Jordan River, you maybe imagine a broad and impressive body of water, but you could toss a rock from one bank of the Jordan River to the other. Yet, unlike the many streams and rivers flowing through our green countryside, the Jordan River is one of very few which pass through that mostly arid land. This is the body of water Jesus chose for his baptism; a humble river of life flowing through a desert. Joshua had led God’s Old Covenant people into the earthly Promised Land through this river. Jesus, the new Joshua, leads God’s New Covenant people into the true Promised Land through his holy baptism.

Jesus did not need John’s baptism for himself. John the Baptist perceived this too and tried to prevent him, saying, “I need to be baptized by you, and yet you are coming to me?” But Jesus insisted, so John relented, “to fulfill all righteousness.” Jesus is baptized not to be made holy by the water but to make the water holy, so that this most plentiful substance upon the face of the earth could be used in Christ’s gateway sacrament all throughout the world. Jesus was baptized to allow us to be united to him through baptism.

The water, the decent of the Spirit, and the voice of the Father all reflect effects of Christian baptism. Jesus’ baptism in the Jordan reflects what occurred for you and me when we were baptized. Through baptism, our souls were cleansed, the grace of the Holy Spirit was imparted to us, and we were acknowledged as a beloved children of God. Perhaps we take these things for granted: that sins can be forgiven, that the divine can dwell within us, that we can be more than mere slaves to the transcendent God of the universe, that we can be treasured sons and daughters of God. We must remember and appreciate these things, for things that go unappreciated can be neglected to our loss.

The Jordan River flows about 150 miles on the eastern border of Israel, south from the Sea of Galilee down into the Dead Sea. These bodies of water present a spiritual allegory. They symbolize a spiritual reality. The Sea of Galilee is a large freshwater lake full of life. Its water pours out into the Jordan River, and this river flows through the desert to bless its shores with life. But these waters ultimately descent 700 vertical feet down into the Dead Sea, to the lowest place on earth, where it has no place else to go. So there the water sits, evaporating away in the heat, leaving behind trace amounts of salt, which overtime causes the Dead Sea be extremely salty, permitting no plants, fish, or other visible life to live. The pure waters from above, received through the holy stream, bear no life in that recipient. Likewise, the sacraments offer grace from above, through a stream of living water, but in the unrepentant soul they bear no life.

If you are in grave sin, for God’s sake, for your sake, and the sake of those around you, repent and be reconciled to God through his Sacrament of Confession. On Saturday, I had the pleasure of celebrating the first Confessions of our second graders. They were a bit nervous beforehand, but afterwards when I asked them how they felt they answered: ‘Good! Great! Awesome!’ Besides the joy of a cleansed soul and conscience, something that Confession gives is a new beginning, the strength and focus to begin anew. Jesus desires for his graces to flow through you as a fruitful blessing in this spiritually-arid world.

The words of Isaiah in our first reading point to Christ, and you are in Christ because of your baptism. So Isaiah’s inspired words are spoken of every soul in a state of grace: Thus says the Lord: “You are my servant whom I uphold, my chosen one with whom I am pleased, upon whom I have put my spirit; I, the LORD, have called you for the victory of justice, I have grasped you by the hand; I formed you… a light for the nations, to open the eyes of the blind, to bring out prisoners from confinement [and darkness.]”

You might not be called to cry out or shout, making your voice heard in the streets, breaking this and crushing that. But Jesus wants to use you as his powerful instrument to work transforming good in this world. The Lord is still quietly saving souls through his faithful ones, who receive his graces and pour them forth. Cooperate with him for this; for him, for yourself, and for the good of many.

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Holy Family Lessons

December 28, 2025

Feast of the Holy Family
By Fr. Victor Feltes

Modern popes (including St. Paul VI, St. John Paul the Great, and Benedict XVI) have reflected upon and recommend the Holy Family of Joseph, Mary, and Jesus as a model, an example, for all Christian families to contemplate and learn from. This morning I wish to share some insights for children and parents, husbands and wives, drawn from the Holy Family. First, a reflection on Jesus in relationship to his parents.

The Archangel Gabriel told Mary at the Annunciation, “Behold, you will conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you shall name him Jesus.” Then, when an angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream he said, “[Mary, your wife,] will bear a son and you are to name him Jesus…” And St. Luke records that indeed, “when eight days were completed for his circumcision, he was named Jesus…” So Jesus was named by both Joseph and Mary, though his name originated with God. Adam was given authority in the Garden of Eden, reflected by him authoring the names of his wife Eve and all the animals. Jesus’ mother and foster-father were likewise given authority over him, and Luke writes that Jesus “was obedient to them.”

We just heard Sirach’s words that “God sets a father in honor over his children; [and] a mother’s authority he confirms over her sons,” and we heard St. Paul urging “Children, obey your parents in everything, for this is pleasing to the Lord.” St. Paul notes elsewhere that amongst the Ten Commandments, “Honor your father and mother” is the first commandment with a promise—“so that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy long life on the earth.” And Sirach observes that those who revere and honor their parents receive many earthly and heavenly blessings.

The Catechism of the Catholic Church teaches that “as they grow up, children should continue to respect their parents. They should anticipate their wishes, willingly seek their advice, and accept their just admonitions.” It says, “obedience toward parents ceases with the emancipation of the children; [but] not so respect, which is always owed to them.” And “as much as they can, [children] must give [parents] material and moral support in old age and in times of illness, loneliness, or distress.” Jesus supported his parents in the Holy Family. St. Joseph is the patron saint of a happy death because Jesus and Mary would have comforted and cared for him on his deathbed. And one of Jesus’ final deeds before he died on the Cross ensured that his widowed mother would be cared for.

This Sunday’s Gospel reading offers husbands and wives another valuable reflection from the Holy Family. After the Annunciation, the Gospels record no more angelic messages being given to the Blessed Virgin Mary. Her husband, Joseph, however receives multiple messages through dreams. First, the angel of the Lord tells Joseph not to fear receiving Mary his wife into his home. Then, as Herod is poised to hunt down the Christ Child, the angel tells Joseph to take Jesus and Mary to Egypt. Once Herod dies, the angel directs Joseph to take them back to the land of Israel. Finally, once Joseph has led his Holy Family back to Israel, he is warned in a dream not to live in the region of Bethlehem (Judea) and decides instead to resettle back up north in Nazareth.

Those messages from heaven came to the leader of the Holy Family, and Mary had to trust and entrust herself to Joseph. Joseph was called to servant-leadership, loving his wife and their child self-sacrificially, even as Christ loves the Church. Mary, in turn, was called to be subordinate to her husband, like a priest to his bishop. Of course, I am not obliged to obey my bishop in things that are immoral or irrational, but otherwise the Lord wills me to be obedient to him as my leader. I can voice my personal preferences to him and I ought to raise my concerns with him, but the ultimate decision and responsibility falls to him. Likewise, St. Paul writes, “Wives, be subordinate to your husbands, as is proper in the Lord.” And elsewhere St. Paul teaches in the Spirit, “As the Church is subordinate to Christ, so wives should be subordinate to their husbands in everything.”

Children and parents, husbands and wives, may all of us learn from the Holy Family as our example. And may their prayers beside the throne of God the Father gain us abundant graces to be great and fruitful saints in their likeness.

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Jesus & The Wingless Angels

December 22, 2025

4th Sunday of Advent
By Fr. Victor Feltes

Today, Jesus reminds us that our earthly experience is limited to a specific time. We all think that our time here on earth is unlimited, but it is not. We are given a certain time to accept or reject our requested vocation in life: to love God and neighbor. Let me share with you Deacon Dick’s call and views on a vocation of love and service.

When I was about six or seven years old, my dad and I went to Reetz’s Grocery Store to buy some meat. At that time, the grocery part was run by Lorraine Reetz and her sister Jean Reetz. Jean was not a very smiley person, but she was in charge of checking out the customers. One day, Dad was buying meat at the meat counter, and I heard a yell from the checkout counter. Jean was checking out someone, and when she overfilled the bag, it broke, with all the groceries falling on the ground. I saw that and ran over to Jean to help her repackage the bag that had broken. I saw her give me the biggest smile ever. From that day on, she always put me—who she called “Dickie”—in the front of the line to check out whenever I went to their store. Jean never forgot that event for years to come. She was to me a wingless angel.

Today we find that Mary is confronted by an angel to be the mother of God. We also find Joseph, who finds a person he is in love with and engaged to, is pregnant. Mary had an angel ask for her help. Joseph had another angel tell him she did not betray him. Who do we look to for truth in what God desires of our life? The answer is Jesus and the Body of Christ, His Church. Both Mary and Joseph had faith to believe the unbelievable. Who do we have? The answer is the Holy Spirit and the Body of Christ—service people, who I call the “Wingless Angels.”

When I was contemplating becoming a deacon, I did not want to become seen as a “holy roller.” The Dick I had grown up with could not handle that. I told God I would give it a try, but I felt He should give this job to someone more qualified than myself. Well, God gave me mentors. He gave me a wife, a son, and a daughter-in-law who give themselves in service to me and to others. He gave me parents who always put others in front of their own desires. He gave me friends and relatives who always looked out for others, even if it meant sacrificing their time so others could have some good time. He gave me my priest friends who showed me that just because you are holy doesn’t mean there is something not right with you—men who loved their vocation in life and serving God and His children. All were and are “wingless angels.”

When I was considering whether I should go through the program to become a deacon, I sat one Saturday at a bar with my best friend. I told him I was thinking about becoming a deacon and wanted his input on whether I should go on. He looked at me and said, “Go for it!” Another angel without wings. Finally, I looked at the parishioners of St. Paul’s and St. John’s—people who shared much of their life in service to their Church and to the community at large. Although many times they looked tired, they always had a smile on their face when serving God’s children. People who are and were truly “Wingless Angels.” I will close with an email I recently sent to my only granddaughter who began dating. I told her to choose her friends closely and to look to people who look to helping others more than they look to themselves. She answered me with a smiley face with tears on it. Barb asked me what that meant, and I said, “I think she got it!” Another angel without wings? I hope so!

Through the birth of Jesus—a “skin-on Person of God”—He gave us a great gift for Christmas: the angels without wings, people with “skin on,” to help direct our lives and be happy serving others. Food for thought before you celebrate Christmas? Without Mary and Joseph saying “Yes,” there might be no Jesus, no Church, and no Body of Christ. There might be no angels without wings! Jesus invites all children of God to join Him at Mass, and He will provide them with a meal of Himself—food that Fr. Tom called “angel food,” energy food that will put a smile on your face as you serve His children. Finally, Jesus told me to tell you, “Wingless Angel folks,” thanks for saying “Yes” and loving others as He loves us, and that He is preparing a room for you. And for those of you who are being called to become “Wingless Angels,” and who—like this deacon—questioned the wisdom of Jesus in calling you into the College of Saints, Jesus responds with a grin on His face and tells you: “Be still and know that I Am!”

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You Can Ask Jesus Your Questions

December 13, 2025

3rd Sunday of Advent
By Fr. Victor Feltes

St. John the Baptist, despite his continued imprisonment, had heard about the works Jesus was doing and sent two of his disciples to ask him, “Are you the one who is to come, or should we look for another?” John was no pushover, not some reed swayed by the wind, but from this question we can gather that while John sat in Herod’s prison some doubt arose about whether Jesus was their long-awaited Messiah.

Notice how Jesus reacts to the question. He does not lose his temper or condemn them for asking. He gives them a helpful response: “Go and tell John what you hear and see: the blind regain their sight, the lame walk, lepers are cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, and the poor have the good news proclaimed to them. And blessed is the one who takes no offense at me.” In other words: “Report to John my mighty works for these show that I am the Messiah of whom Isaiah wrote (e.g., ‘Then will the eyes of the blind be opened, the ears of the deaf be cleared; then will the lame leap like a stag, then the tongue of the mute will sing.’) How I accomplish my purposes may appear strange, but remember that a person who takes no offense at me is blessed.” Jesus was patient with people who asked him questions in good faith.

Nicodemus did not want to be seen in public with Jesus. That’s why Nicodemus approached him at night. But Jesus still engaged with his questions. The Samaritan woman at the well may have first thought the man speaking to her was weird, but Jesus invited her probing questions. And the rich young man who asked Jesus about the way to eternal life wasn’t quite ready to fully commit to following Christ, but Jesus looked at him, loved him, and gave personalized responses. Despite their flaws, they asked Jesus questions in good faith and Jesus answered them. What Jesus does not like is questions asked in bad faith.

When the Pharisees would set traps for him, Jesus knew their ill intent, saying, “Why are you testing me, you hypocrites?” He knew they were just looking for ways to condemn and reject him. And when Jesus appeared before King Herod during his Passion, Herod questioned him at length because he had heard about him and hoped to see him perform some sign. But when Jesus gave him no replies, Herod treated him with contempt and mocked him and sent him away. Wicked Herod was merely curious about Jesus and uninterested in repenting of his sins. We should not test God like the Pharisees and Herod did. Jesus delights, however, in genuine seekers and is pleased to answer them.

“Whoever asks, receives,” and “whoever seeks, finds,” though the answer might not be instantaneous. Job, while doing nothing wrong, questioned for some time before the Lord answered him. Sometimes our answer is already readily available through Christ’s Church, and we should listen to him through her. But sometimes God, who is supremely brilliant and creative, will answer us through different avenues (though without contradicting himself). Sometimes his answer will come during prayer, or maybe through something we providentially see or hear, or perhaps through a friend or a stranger.

What are your questions for the Lord? I encourage you to ask him and keep your eyes and ears and heart open. If you’re seeking the truth and not seeking excuses; if you’re looking to love and serve Jesus better, pay Christ the compliment of approaching him as the One who knows all things and loves you. Blessed is the one who does so.

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Heralding the Best Path

December 7, 2025

2nd Sunday of Advent
By Fr. Victor Feltes

St. John the Baptist taught his hearers that the time had come for them to take action and change course. St. Matthew writes it was of John the Baptist the Prophet Isaiah spoke when he foretold of “a voice of one crying out in the desert,” saying, “Prepare the way of the Lord! Make straight in the wasteland a highway for our God! Every valley shall be filled in, every mountain and hill shall be made low; the rugged land shall be made a plain, the rough country, a broad valley. Then the glory of the Lord shall be revealed…” So what is this imagery about?

In ancient times, preceding a king’s journey somewhere, a messenger would be sent ahead to announce how people should get ready for the royal arrival. One practical task was to improve his road: removing rocks, filling potholes, and smoothing ruts. For the coming of the King of kings, Isaiah even envisions lowering mountains and raising valleys to form a straight and level highway. John the Baptist calls everyone to reevaluate our priorities to better prepare the way for encountering Christ.

An angel of the Lord had announced to the Baptist’s father, Zechariah, that John’s mission had an intergenerational component. John was to “turn the hearts of fathers toward children and the disobedient to the understanding of the righteous, to prepare a people fit for the Lord.” St. John, inspiring adults to seek the very best for children and to form them in godly ways, would “turn many of the children of Israel to the Lord their God.” Today, I wish to inspire you to do the same for children now through our St. Paul’s Catholic Grade School.

We have an excellent Catholic school. For our most recent reaccreditation, administrators from four other Catholic schools thoroughly evaluated us and told us: “You have a beautiful school.” “[It’s] welcoming, faith-filled, and charming!” “[It’s] filled with excellent educational instruction.” “[There are] high expectations.” “The students are so well-mannered.” “[And there are] great relationships between teachers and students.” And all of them agreed, “We wish we could work at your school.”

Our highly-qualified teachers can provide one-on-one attention in a wholesome environment more like a family than a factory. And we have great young people who positively influence each other. Our reinvigorating new principal, Mr. Brad Cody, has been struck by our students’ respectfulness and politeness, noting how in all his time here he has yet to hear any student swear. Our behavioral expectations, our academic expectations, and our moral expectations are not found in many other schools today. St. Paul’s devoted teachers and substitutes who have taught in both worlds can attest to the differences in our Catholic school.

God and Christ’s teachings are not excluded here. We have daily prayer, weekly Mass, Confession, and seasonal devotions. Our students get to know Catholic clergy beyond just at Sunday Mass, like when we eat our excellent school lunches with them at their tables. Our littlest ones enjoy the Catechesis of the Good Shepherd, which introduces Christianity to them in an engaging way on their level. And while people of all faiths are welcome at our school, the Catholic Faith is taught and lived.

Our 4K through 8th grade Catholic school prepares the way for the Lord without the rocks, ruts, and pitfalls found in other paths; a smooth and straight road for children to get to know Jesus Christ and walk forward with him together. So if you or your acquaintances have school-aged children, please work to get them enrolled here in 2026. Make a call, take a tour. School Choice makes tuition free at higher incomes than you would think. But even families who don’t qualify can receive grants and scholarships we offer, so do not imagine cost to be an obstacle. In addition to recruiting for our great school, I invite you to join our work in person. We could always use more playground supervisors, substitute teachers, or helpers in the library, office, or classrooms.

It’s not so much that our Catholic school has a mission, as our Catholic mission here in Bloomer has a school. Please help prepare the way for our Lord, make straight our children’s paths, by supporting our St. Paul’s Catholic School.

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Two Stories of Conversion

November 29, 2025

1st Sunday of Advent
By Fr. Victor Feltes

At the beginning of this Advent, I would like to tell two stories of conversion. In the spring of 1521, while defending the city of Pamplona, Spain a 30-year-old soldier got his right leg fractured by a French cannonball. He would spend the next several months healing in his family’s castle. Convalescing in bed, day after day, he became extremely bored and asked for some adventure stories to read about knights and ladies. He liked those kinds of stories, but they didn’t have any of those in the house. His sister-in-law provided him a book about the life of Christ and another book of short stories about famous saints.

Sometimes he would read and reflect on what he read. Other times, he would daydream about worldly things. He would pause and consider, “What if I were to do what St. Francis or St. Dominic did?” And other times he would fantasize about being a heroic knight and wooing a certain royal lady in another land who was high above his station.

When he reflected on these worldly fantasies he felt intense pleasure; and whenever he stopped, sometimes hours later from weariness, he felt dry and depressed. Yet whenever he imagined living the rigorous sort of life the saints had lived, he not only experienced pleasure during such thoughts but felt great joy afterwards as well.

Eventually, he noticed this difference and realized how thoughts of one kind left him sad while the others filled him with joy. This was an important moment in his discernment, for he would go on to embrace God’s call to become a saint: St. Ignatius of Loyola.

Sin disappoints us, but goodness (though difficult) yields peace and satisfaction. We are attracted to our sins. Sins would not tempt us if there were no hope for pleasure, relief, or temporary gain from them. But after sinning, if our consciences are well-formed, we feel guilt and regret. What we have done or failed to do harms ourselves and others. And apart from the damages caused, sin squanders opportunities for better things. Yet God continues lovingly calling us back to repentance and conversion.

In the year 386, a 32-year-old man felt very drawn to Christianity but felt enslaved to his sins. It was as if the temptations he loved and despised were whispering, ‘Are you going to part with us? Do you really think you can live without these pleasures forever?’ But another voice had him imagine the smiling multitude of saints who had lived before him. That sweet voice seemed to say, ‘You can do what these men and women did, but none of them did it by themselves. The Lord God gave it to them. Why do you try to stand by your own strength, only to fall over and over again? Cast yourself on Christ and don’t be afraid. He won’t flinch and you won’t fall. Cast yourself on him without fear, for he will accept and heal you.’ Yet he was still torn; desiring chastity, but not yet.

His turning-point moment came sitting in a garden outside his house. With tears he asked, ‘Why do I keep delaying until tomorrow? Why not now? Why not end my uncleanness this very hour?’ Yet he still lacked the strength. Then he heard a child from the house next door, chanting over and over, “Pick it up and read it; pick it up and read it!” He opened the Bible beside him to a random page, finding Romans 13:13-14, part of today’s Second Reading:

“Let us conduct ourselves properly as in the day, not in orgies and drunkenness, not in promiscuity and licentiousness, not in rivalry and jealousy. But put on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make no provision for the desires of the flesh.”

Upon reading those words, his heart was infused with a light of certainty and all the gloom of doubt vanished. By this God-given grace, the life of the man we now know as St. Augustine of Hippo began to change.

This Advent, I encourage you to heed Jesus’ warning to “stay awake” and “be prepared,” like the saints before us. Identify your vice and call upon Christ, come to Confession and change your habits, to begin anew in the saintly life he calls you to. Open your arms to receive this gift, his gift, for Christmas.

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